like water on rock

as the boat sails towards the wreckless waves and slams hard against the water. be grace my god. stand firm with me "The Captain". before these skys have a time to thunder upon me. before every one i know is watching me. screaming at me. stomping on top of me. i feel that i am in a war with the earth itself. a personal war sent from hell. trampling on top of me, i lose air to my lungs. with their words crawling into my ears "lose your faith now." is all i hear. but no i will not give up this ship, walk the waves with me O, Graceful One. calm the earth put your hands on this wreckless hate of this world, make ease, set the hate away have it crawl back below the surfaces of this earth. send your angels on us, and send them high and fast. i feel them as they fly over me and as they put their hands on me whispering in my ear "be grace O, Loving One, be grace, be calm, be ease". please help me understand that i am not alone, when your words whisper into my ear i dance high above the trees floating, to the music and the sound waves carry me further towards you and i drip in a loving matter.

and when i land my boat to these docks. i went through hell to be here. i am shivering, and i am hurt and i am bleeding, but i see clearer now. i am surrounded by enemies, but i dont move an inch, i show no fear, i am not afraid of anything, because i have nothing to be afraid of. send your grace again god. these people just dont understand. i love my enemies i swear. i love my enemies. i love my enemies. i love my enemies. i love my enemies. i love my enemies...